domenica 25 marzo 2012

20 days later

YO, THERE! How's it goin'?
This evening I'm feelin' so GHETTOGURL, broh ù.u (~ok, stop with the GHETTOGURL thing, now~)

20 days have passed, already? LOL y'know what? My mac had some troubles, and I didn't have the time (or will? ~('-'*)) to post on the blog from my CELLPHONE! Sowie (;△;)o

Lately I became a huge fan of XIAORISHU, do ya know her? 
She's a cutie~utie~utie girl my age who posts lots of funny videos on YT! (=⌒▽⌒=) so damn cute!
Here's one of the videozzzz:

This is the first one I saw.
I watched like 40 of her 160+ videos so far~ she made me think about re~opening my YT channel As I'm attending an art school, more precisely~ a filmography class, It can be reaaaaally a good Idea to improve my *Directorskills*. (yep yep (・∀・)/)

ANYWAY! Let's get seriouuuuus!
Lots of things happened while my macky~acky was on vacation, y'know? *A*
For example, a classmate gave me my first cute 
Thank you Abel 

 Here's the baby 
Random photos: (Just wanted to show the Outfit of the day, and also raise my self esteem by showing my legs again! LOL)

And now, for the drawings 

Well, I know you can't see them very well, sorry >.<

I collected a lot of goooood marks! We do not use Letters as marks, we use numbers (Or words, in primary school):

Marks can go from 0 up to 10. 0 is obviously the worst mark you can obtain and 10 the best. We also use algebraic fractions and symbols along with the numbers.
Like this:

BAD MARKS \(*`∧´)/
0  <--- FAILURE :(
1 (1+; 1 1/2; 2-)
2 (2+; 2 1/2; 3-)
3 (3+; 3 1/2; 4-)
4 (4+;4 1/2; 5-)
5 (5+; 5 1/2; 6-)
GOOD MARKS ヾ(@^▽^@)ノ
6 (6+; 6 1/2; 7-)
7 (7+; 7 1/2; 8-)
8 (8+; 8 1/2; 9-)
9 (9+; 9 1/2)
10  <--- SUCCESS!!! :D

I've never seen a 10- in my life: They stop at 9 1/2 and then jump directly to 10!!! LOL
Anyway, I gained a 8 in History, a 7 1/2 in Physics, a 8 1/2 in Chemistry aaaaand...a 10 in Descriptive Geometry!
I was really, really upset when I first saw the 7 1/2 in physics. I made the test PERFECTLY, no errors...BUT. Yeah, but. I forgot the conversions. WHAT THE F#CK was I thinking about? sigh (_ _。)


Usually, I'm kinda an extroverted girl. I talk with everyone about almost everything, I've no problems with race, religion or sexual orientation...I'm happy helping people, lending a hand... I love to see other people smile... but I hate it when I'm forced to compare me to other girls. They're all so beautiful...and thin...and even if they are not thin, or even if they are fat, my gosh, they are always prettier than me. Sometimes I look in the mirror and think "whoa, Today I'm sooo pretty!", wear a cute coord, make up and all that stuff. BUT then I go outside. On the street. And there...I see lots of cuties, pretties, girlies... and I start feeling ashamed of my look. I think that I'm a stupid and that I'm dressed like an idiot; I move my hair on my face so that no one can see it, I start walking half hunched to hide as much clothes as I can. And I swear to myself that I won't try to look cute again.
Then I wake up another day, I look in the mirror and think "Whoa, I'm pretty!"
I just...want to be pretty. Not beautiful...(for now, lol) just pretty.


domenica 4 marzo 2012

News post~ secrets and thoughts!

Oh my gosh, what a tiring period!

About a two weeks ago I was at school, during P.E. class, playing volleyball, when I started to feel pain. My wrist was rapidly swelling and turning black.
Guess what? A Micro~fracture. LOL. Srsly. I broke my wrist playing volleyball. I didn't fall, I didn't had a sprain. I broke my wrist just playing normally.
That's pathetic, don't U think?

Me and my *beloved* bandage

Anyway! If you didn't notice, I deactivated my FB account. If you're one of my friends on FB, and You didn't receive any PM (didn't have the time srry o(TωT ) ) don't worry! I just wanted some more peace while studying, as lately I ended up on some secrets and I started receiving a lot of PM....I'll be back!
As for the secret. LOL, please. That's the third. Just...why the hell are you talking about me? xD
I'm asking for advices, help and so on; I never considered myself a "Gyaru" and YEAH, that's because I'm totally aware of my failure.
Do you think I'm doing something wrong? That's the reason why I'm keeping a blog. I want, and NEED advices. If you see something wrong with my look, TELL ME.

Ha! Right! Did U know I filled my "Gyaru Improvement meme"?? That's just the first year, so I'm not expecting to see a real change, but I think It'll be funny to look at it, in the future, and laugh at my strong, pathetic passion xD I can already look at my old pics and see all the mistake I did.

Here's the meme:

LOL I began with the first month/pic not looking like a total idiot.
As you already know, my first Gyaru attempt was this one:

It's dated back to June 2011, the 6th.
I had just found out an Italian Gyaru forum called *Gyaru wardrobe*, and I was so excited! When I noticed that I had the permission to post in the *outfit* section, I immediately began to look for a coord.
Damn, I felt so stylish xD
When I first published a video:

I was so damn sure that I was wearing rokku style!!
Then I ended up on the first secret:

They all thought I was self~posting, And I had a really bad time as I lost a lot of friends, in the Italian gal comm.
Thank you, OP.
Some weeks later...
Okay, that's fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucking annoying. What about just comment my blog AND link me some nose contouring tutorialsss?? Cannot understand.
Oh, thanks to this particular secret, I fought my BF. He wanted me out of all the Gyaru thing, cuz He noticed I was truly hurted by all those secrets.

Last but not least!

BUH! *evil laugh* Ruuun!! Run for your lives!
Oh, c'mon... xD

Just...WRITE. I always tell you to reply, to comment, to give advices.
And, as you can see, I always, always take them. Like the fringe. Lots of you told me to remove it, and OHMYGOSH, I removed it!

So, yeah, please...just...write down here.

...I thnk I wrote too much, for today :P so...Bye!