sabato 3 settembre 2011

_Something about me_

Hi there! Today I'd like to tell you more about meeeh!
So, where to start? I'm 19 years old, almost 20; My birthdate is 20/11 (Scorpion).
My blood type is 0, positive, and I've seen it a lot of times (LOL) as I'm in poor health (It's so easy for me to get sick).
I'm 1,53 mt tall and that's really a curse where I live as I'm almost always the shortest girl among the presents. My hair is dark blonde (now clearer than usual as I spent some month with platinum blonde hair dye) and my eyes are blue. I'm in love with the shade of my eyes as it changes along with weather so I never have the same color <3
I've no occupation for now, except of being a mommy :)
My son is 2 y-old as I gave birth to him when I was 17. Officially I'm a single parent, but I'm building a relationship with a guy I met long ago thanks to my ex boyfriend.
Here's my baby and me:


As I've become a mommy so early, I didn't finish school. Not that I couldn't, ya know, but my schoolmates were so rude on me and I didn't feel like spending more time near them while pregnant.
When I told my parents I was going to have a baby they just went mad and kick literally me out of their home. Leaving me with my (now ex) boyfriend and a baby to grow up alone.
When finally Sirio, that's the name, arrived they calmed down and five months ago, I came back to my parents house.

As for Gyaru style, I know I've a lot of practice to do, before calling myself a gyaru, but I want to say a few words:
Since I started with gyaru fashion I feel better with myself. I look into the mirror and see a cute girl. I smile, at last, and even if I'm not happy all the time, I feel something is changing. Being a part of a community (even if criticized,full of strife, enmity and envy) it's wonderful. I've never had a friend... but I strongly hope to find one here, in the Gyaru community. Italian or foreign, what's the matter?
Kiss Kiss _Candycane

Last note!

No matter what you are going through, always SMILE! Smile and make other people smile with you. A smile can save a life. And smiling can save your life too.


 ~Smile ♥

giovedì 1 settembre 2011

Two or three words before bed

Feelin Despised

Not that I'm that lovely cutie girl, but MAN, I've some feelings too. 8(>.<)8
I basically don't like other people giving me advice without being questioned, and I surely hate who try to force me doing something just because “I'm right, You don't know how to do it, so do whatever I say”. (U.U)
I cannot stand it.
I admit I'm not perfect, I can be wrong sometimes and perhaps I've a really bad nature but that's too much for me.




Entering Gyaru world... … … <3 <3




It's about two or three month that I'm wondering how would I look like in gyaru style. I really like it, well, I'm following gyaru since my first year in high school and really appreciated it from the beginning. \(^_^)/
I finally decided to buy out some stuff and try to become a...uh...girl? (>n>)?
Well, that's hard for me, since I've never been that feminine before. You know, I'm trying to rebuild an entire life, and I'd like to change a little bit.
I'm gathering a lot of goodies, instead. Just commissioned an order from “TaoBao” and bought circle lenses (on sale, MAN I'm not rich!) in a site I had never heard of before, “Iwantcute”. o(*__*)o
I'm so happy! I'm feeling that it's all going to be good, that I'll make it, finally, and that Gyaru style will help me finding out my real self!
From now on I'll work hard to reach the maximum level and transform myself into myREALself.


I have already improved a lot, changing from this:



To this <3:


Do you agree with meh? \(^w^)/

<3 Hugs and Kisses <3


_Candycane_