20 days later

YO, THERE! How's it goin'?

This evening I'm feelin' so GHETTOGURL, broh ù.u (~ok, stop with the GHETTOGURL thing, now~)

20 days have passed, already? LOL y'know what? My mac had some troubles, and I didn't have the time (or will? ~('-'*)) to post on the blog from my CELLPHONE! Sowie (；△；)o

Lately I became a huge fan of XIAORISHU, do ya know her? 

She's a cutie~utie~utie girl my age who posts lots of funny videos on YT! (＝⌒▽⌒＝) so damn cute!

Here's one of the videozzzz:

This is the first one I saw.

I watched like 40 of her 160+ videos so far~ she made me think about re~opening my YT channel ♡ As I'm attending an art school, more precisely~ a filmography class, It can be reaaaaally a good Idea to improve my *Directorskills*. (yep yep (･∀･)/)

ANYWAY! Let's get seriouuuuus!

Lots of things happened while my macky~acky was on vacation, y'know? *A*

For example, a classmate gave me my first sketchbook...how cute ♡

Thank you Abel ♡

 Here's the baby ♡

Random photos: (Just wanted to show the Outfit of the day, and also raise my self esteem by showing my legs again! LOL)

And now, for the drawings ♡

Well, I know you can't see them very well, sorry >.<

I collected a lot of goooood marks! We do not use Letters as marks, we use numbers (Or words, in primary school):

Marks can go from 0 up to 10. 0 is obviously the worst mark you can obtain and 10 the best. We also use algebraic fractions and symbols along with the numbers.

Like this:

BAD MARKS ＼(*｀∧´)／

0  <--- FAILURE :(

1 (1+; 1 1/2; 2-)

2 (2+; 2 1/2; 3-)

3 (3+; 3 1/2; 4-)

4 (4+;4 1/2; 5-)

5 (5+; 5 1/2; 6-)

GOOD MARKS ヾ(＠^▽^＠)ﾉ

6 (6+; 6 1/2; 7-)

7 (7+; 7 1/2; 8-)

8 (8+; 8 1/2; 9-)

9 (9+; 9 1/2)

10  <--- SUCCESS!!! :D

I've never seen a 10- in my life: They stop at 9 1/2 and then jump directly to 10!!! LOL

Anyway, I gained a 8 in History, a 7 1/2 in Physics, a 8 1/2 in Chemistry aaaaand...a 10 in Descriptive Geometry!

I was really, really upset when I first saw the 7 1/2 in physics. I made the test PERFECTLY, no errors...BUT. Yeah, but. I forgot the conversions. WHAT THE F#CK was I thinking about? sigh (_ _。)

~

Usually, I'm kinda an extroverted girl. I talk with everyone about almost everything, I've no problems with race, religion or sexual orientation...I'm happy helping people, lending a hand... I love to see other people smile... but I hate it when I'm forced to compare me to other girls. They're all so beautiful...and thin...and even if they are not thin, or even if they are fat, my gosh, they are always prettier than me. Sometimes I look in the mirror and think "whoa, Today I'm sooo pretty!", wear a cute coord, make up and all that stuff. BUT then I go outside. On the street. And there...I see lots of cuties, pretties, girlies... and I start feeling ashamed of my look. I think that I'm a stupid and that I'm dressed like an idiot; I move my hair on my face so that no one can see it, I start walking half hunched to hide as much clothes as I can. And I swear to myself that I won't try to look cute again.

Then I wake up another day, I look in the mirror and think "Whoa, I'm pretty!"

It's a NIGHTMARE.

I just...want to be pretty. Not beautiful...(for now, lol) just pretty.

KISS~

Candycane